Moment of truth?

The wedding is such a big deal.. to you.. the family... the people attending. Its a defining moment after which "life is never the same" - for good reasons of course. But somehow as I lived through my wedding, I had a very vague feeling of disjointedness... Like I was looking over someone else's wedding. I was the one getting ready but I was not the one getting married. Anyone ever felt that before? It was beautiful yet unreal. That would explain my 3rd person reactions.. the thumbs up, etc. Even now as I am with the hubby, it feels like I am living with a friend and shadowing his lifestyle.. nothing too different. I wonder why and I wonder when the realization of the magnitude if the events is going to dawn if it ever will...